Last Monday, as I was scheduled for checked-up due to my spotting which happened last Friday night. I was so shocked of what I saw in the ultrasound screen when the radiologist told me that he haven't seen any embryo inside. I was so eager to ask him back, "how come it will happened doc?" The radiologist told me that maybe it was just dissolved in my body, what was left in their was the baby's sac. The impression was, it was an incomplete abortion.
When the time I talked to my OBGyne, he told me that the baby was not yet fully developed. I asked him again why it happened well in fact we have seen it in my first transV ultrasound that their is an embryo formed inside my gravid uterus. He just told me that if ever we were able to save the life of the baby, there would be an abnormalities in him/her. Good thing, it did just happened that way. I believe that God has a purpose why it did happened. It's so hard for me to accept the fact because I can already felt his/her movements and even heard his/her heartbeat. Well, I still have to give thanks to God for this is his will.....
Tomorrow afternoon at 3 pm, I'm scheduled for D&C to remove the baby's sac coz until now there's no bleeding that happens. Pls pray for me guyz....
Look at my eyes....after I knew that the baby's gone already...:(Aside from God in which I draw my strength from my situation, is the love that I got from my hubby and my lil Danielle. She always cheers me up whenever she will see me crying. :)
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Hello Phebz! I know how you feel. I went thru the same way when I lost our third baby. At that, he was inside my womb but he has no heart beat. He was already gone that is why I was spotting.
Anyway, as you have said, God has a purpose. It is better God has taken him away than live a life with abnormalities. :(
OMG! nakuhaan ka sis? how did that happened man? so sorry to know that... but I know naa jud purpose c Lord ngano nahitabo na. Hold on to your faith sis... I know God will give you more courage and strength para ma move on ka. God bless!
praying for you luv!
Oh my! I don't know what to say! I felt crushed inside. **hugs**
Just keep praying, sis! Remember that God loves you so much! Submit all your worries and heartaches to Him and you will be healed.
"The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." - Psalm 34:18
This is a sad and disappointing news. It is so hard to accept indeed knowing you already feel ur baby breathing inside your womb. I hope you are ok..this is all in God's plan.
I'm sorry to hear that. My sister also had a similar condition. We will be praying for you.
God Bless you and your lovely family. These things happen usually with good reason. I am a nurse and worked for a few years in Labor and delivery dept. and never ceased to marvel every time a normal healthy baby was born. There are so many intricate things that have to go right for a baby to be born normal and healthy that it is truly a miracle that most babies ARE born normal and healthy. We will pray for you and hopefully you will be pregnant again before long! Keep Smiling! Fluffy and Silly Willy
sorry to hear this...
God has plans for everything.
be well always...
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